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As a bearer of Christ’s name, I must stand alone. Not be hidden in a corner where people try to shove me, but rather I must stand. I am called to shine this supernatural light. Warm, attractive, curious light. How can I shine when I am placed in the shadows?
Fortunately, I do not have to figure this out. I just have to trust, and stand firm—not to quiver and hide. I must be bold, courageous and everything but cowardly. I realize how light is only truly noticed and appreciated when the majority of it is absent. Like a small candle burning in a night filled room-or, when there is one lone star in the horizon. That is when light is comforting, when it resembles hope.
Even though I feel as though I am stifled, I am not really. No matter where I am, I can grow. I can change. And the beauty of it all is, so can you. I want to live a life that is full and meaningful. No longer be passive, but rather active. Running the race marked out for me. Taking risk when it is asked of me. I’ve realized how even ruts can grow to become “comfort zones.” Embracing change when it comes. Inviting each season without comparing it to the last. Slowing down and cherishing the majesty around me, when invited by a whisper. Fighting the good fight. To be humble, yet have a sense of self-worth. To be spiritually broken, yet content. To be a servant-leader. Even being strong enough in Christ, so I may be vulnerable with others. I want to love others without keeping them at arms length. To hate what God hates and love righteousness. To be searched, refined and purified. To be innocent and free.
As you might have noticed, this is something that has been on my mind for a long time. It amazes me how blinded people (including myself) are and how water-down virtues, like integrity, have become. Why is it ok for Christians to watch certain things, act without respect, say certain words . . . ? Don’t you realize that the words you say, and the things you do, echo what is in your heart? Degrading, demoralizing, and desensitized is what we’ve become. It is not ok to live life this way. We are called to a higher calling. As long as God exists, which is infinitely, we have the hope, strength, perseverance, guidance, comfort and vitality we need to live a life differently. A life as a lily among thorns.
I have so much work to do in my own life. Words are only words until they are put into action.
Lord, I need You. Help me to live like a lily among thorns.
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| | Posted 10/22/2006 12:07 PM - 22 Views - 10 eProps - 5 comments
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